"I realised..."

These are 2 words that "I realised" likes to use

• "I realised that xxxx I should be xxxx"
• "I realised that xxxx and you should not be xxxx (carrying on with the current practice)"
• "I realised that xxxx and I am going to xxxx (make this changes)"
• "I realised that xxxx and so we have to change xxxx (in this manner)"
• "I realised....."

From experience and it has already established a pattern... over time that...

When "I realised" is engaged in a discussion, pieces of the information (from the group) are picked up... "I realised" will religiously digest it, process it and communicate the "I realised..." message, incorporating ideas developed in the discusssion as if it's all through one's self-realisation! There is no acknowledgement of inputs from others. More often, this was "re-shared" with the group of people who were involved in the earlier discussion! So, is "I realised" forgetful?

Of course, there are also times when "I realised" did not pay attention to the discussion... but have "sharp yet malfunction antenna" that will pick up bits and pieces... then the malfunction antenna will either filter its source of information or mis-interpret the inputs. "I realised" process it, incorporating these bits and pieces to convey it as its own product again, without realising the gaps.

When pointed out the gaps or mis-interpretation, "I realised" also tends to shift the stand very quickly, before the speaker has fully explained - too fast to stop listening and owning information? Just wonder... Swiftly abandon the original idea and accepting the new one... nodding the head to indicate... "Yes, yes... I understand... and that's was precisely what I was trying to say" although what was believed earlier was at the other end of the spectrum! "I realised" seldom admit communicating the wrong/misleading message.

"I realised" also tends to be forgetful... Forget that "I realised" had carried out certain practices many moons away and started to question others "WHY"... when "I realised" faced the same question again... Wouldn't "I realised" had addressed to that many moons ago? or... unless, "I realised" has avoided it totally.

Think the worst part is when "I realised" communicates the message, it sounds so true and convincing, as if there is no flaw - well, it's "I realised"'s forte, that something I can't deny - that it's a 100% sure 'analysis'... the ironic part is, occasionally, "I realised" started to question others when the latter takes in the message! So self-contradicting!!! It's a shell that looks good at the first impression - as we seep through... we realised... many a time, it's hollow! It's deception!

"I realised" has also forgotten to practise to observe and respect intellectual property rights!