Thursday, March 08, 2012

First Blog Post in 2012

No, I've not made any mistake. This is my very first blog post this year, in this personal blog... checking back the last post, it was exactly 3 months ago! I can't believe myself! I consider myself being a avid and active blogger, and this the place where I would pour my thoughts, where I chew and digest who's going on in my head!

Why! Why! Why! Why such a 'long' break? It's not that I could not even afford a short half an hour like what I did in the past just to consolidate and pen down my thoughts. What matters it's really the mood and the energy that I could focus to pen down my thoughts.

Of yes, mood matters! What affects one's moods? Well, many many factors! One of them is satisfaction, which has surfaced more strongly over these months. Being able to draw satisfaction from what I'm doing is becomingly more important. It is frustrating when one is overloaded with some much things that the key priority has slipped into nowhere! Time is the limiting factor. It becomes frustrating when I am unable to to leverage on the opportunities while there are right before my eyes, because, a large proportion of time has been assigned to areas that I should not have put in so much time to do (if I refer to my job designation), hence resulting little or no time to do what I am suppose to do!

Well done! If I were wonder woman, perhaps, I could create wonders by doubling up the amount of time that I have so that I could perform the role of a teacher taking full load, at the same time, manage the scope that I was suppose to do, as well as managing a team that 'unfortunately' landed up with me!

What I ended up, after 10 solid weeks in the 1st academic term is being "extremely TIRED"!
Now I want to ask
  • "What's my Priority?" 
  • "Am I drawing satisfaction from what I'm bogged down with?"

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